Darkness Visible

With No One –

With no one
can our innermost
thoughts
be shared.
With what is
most important
in the world
we are alone.

It is a
lasting burden
it is a
subtle joy
that here no one
can reach you
and no one
can be let in.

— Tove Ditlevsen (1969)
trans. Cynthia Graae and Michael Favala Goldman

Fuck the average reader

Fuck the average reader. I was always told to write for the average reader in my newspaper life. The average reader, as they meant it, was some suburban white subscriber with two-point-whatever kids and three-point-whatever cars and a dog and a cat and lawn furniture. He knows nothing and he needs everything explained to him right away, so that exposition becomes this incredible, story-killing burden. Fuck him. Fuck him to hell.

— David Simon

To a man who said we should meet, even if it were only for a single time

Even if I now saw you
only once,
I would long for you
through worlds,
worlds.

— Translated by Jane Hirshfield and Mariko Aratani, from The Ink Dark Moon: Love Poems by Onono Komachi and Izumi Shikibu, Women of the Ancient Court of Japan

Don’t worry, spiders, 
I keep house 
    casually. 

— Kobayashi Issa (trans. Robert Hass)

MMDCCXIII 1/2

The cruelty of ages past affects us now
Whoever it was who lived here lived a mean life
Each door has locks designed for keys unknown

Our living room was once somebody’s home
Our bedroom, someone’s only room
Our kitchen had a hasp upon its door.

Door to a kitchen?

And our lives are hasped and boundaried
Because of ancient locks and madnesses
Of slumlord greed and desperate privacies

Which one is madness? Depends on who you are.
We find we cannot stay, the both of us, in the same room
Dance, like electrons, out of each other’s way.

The cruelties of ages past affect us now

— Lorenzo Thomas (1979)

Litany for the Animals Who Run from Me

Anything can be a bird if you’re not careful.
I should say something nice about the weather.
I should be in awe of the living, but the world dulls
when I step into it. The squirrels scatter, the branches
lift. Sure, I’ve hurt the ones I’ve loved
by not paying attention. Not alone — never alone
is a lesson I need to understand. It was you who said that.
It’s you still. You who says, Look! You who points
to the sky. You who tilts my chin toward the heron,
who cups the minnow in your hands,
who spots the deer miles ahead, who dulls
the world with your absence. You who says, Look!
& when I look, you are gone, replaced
by the whitetail’s hind legs, fading into the bush.

Hieu Minh Nguyen (2018)

My Career

So little to say
So urgent
to say it

— Leonard Cohen

Song for Autumn

Don’t you imagine the leaves dream now
 how comfortable it will be to touch
the earth instead of the
 nothingness of air and the endless
freshets of wind? And don’t you think
 the trees, especially those with
mossy hollows, are beginning to look for

the birds that will come — six, a dozen — to sleep
 inside their bodies? And don’t you hear
the goldenrod whispering goodbye,
 the everlasting being crowned with the first
tuffets of snow? The pond
 stiffens and the white field over which
the fox runs so quickly brings out
 its long blue shadows. The wind wags
its many tails. And in the evening
 the piled firewood shifts a little,
longing to be on its way.

Mary Oliver