With no one can our innermost thoughts be shared. With what is most important in the world we are alone.
It is a lasting burden it is a subtle joy that here no one can reach you and no one can be let in.
— Tove Ditlevsen (1969) trans. Cynthia Graae and Michael Favala Goldman
Fuck the average reader
Fuck the average reader. I was always told to write for the average reader in my newspaper life. The average reader, as they meant it, was some suburban white subscriber with two-point-whatever kids and three-point-whatever cars and a dog and a cat and lawn furniture. He knows nothing and he needs everything explained to him right away, so that exposition becomes this incredible, story-killing burden. Fuck him. Fuck him to hell.
— David Simon
To a man who said we should meet, even if it were only for a single time
Even if I now saw you only once, I would long for you through worlds, worlds.
— Translated by Jane Hirshfield and Mariko Aratani, from The Ink Dark Moon: Love Poems by Onono Komachi and Izumi Shikibu, Women of the Ancient Court of Japan
Don’t worry, spiders, I keep house casually.
— Kobayashi Issa (trans. Robert Hass)
MMDCCXIII 1/2
The cruelty of ages past affects us now Whoever it was who lived here lived a mean life Each door has locks designed for keys unknown
Our living room was once somebody’s home Our bedroom, someone’s only room Our kitchen had a hasp upon its door.
Door to a kitchen?
And our lives are hasped and boundaried Because of ancient locks and madnesses Of slumlord greed and desperate privacies
Which one is madness? Depends on who you are. We find we cannot stay, the both of us, in the same room Dance, like electrons, out of each other’s way.
The cruelties of ages past affect us now
— Lorenzo Thomas (1979)
Litany for the Animals Who Run from Me
Anything can be a bird if you’re not careful. I should say something nice about the weather. I should be in awe of the living, but the world dulls when I step into it. The squirrels scatter, the branches lift. Sure, I’ve hurt the ones I’ve loved by not paying attention. Not alone — never alone is a lesson I need to understand. It was you who said that. It’s you still. You who says, Look! You who points to the sky. You who tilts my chin toward the heron, who cups the minnow in your hands, who spots the deer miles ahead, who dulls the world with your absence. You who says, Look! & when I look, you are gone, replaced by the whitetail’s hind legs, fading into the bush.
— Hieu Minh Nguyen (2018)
My Career
So little to say So urgent to say it
— Leonard Cohen
Song for Autumn
Don’t you imagine the leaves dream now how comfortable it will be to touch the earth instead of the nothingness of air and the endless freshets of wind? And don’t you think the trees, especially those with mossy hollows, are beginning to look for
the birds that will come — six, a dozen — to sleep inside their bodies? And don’t you hear the goldenrod whispering goodbye, the everlasting being crowned with the first tuffets of snow? The pond stiffens and the white field over which the fox runs so quickly brings out its long blue shadows. The wind wags its many tails. And in the evening the piled firewood shifts a little, longing to be on its way.